Yeah starts of races are often too wild. But that does not mean you can start killing others at free will after that happened.
Your explanation of the divebombing could be sincere though. We will give you the benefit of the doubt for that. But if you find yoursef lagging to much, it is wiser not to attend races.
If you think people are too wild or even crashing, please try communicate with them. If that does not help, ask for an admin (mostly around on S2 server of cargame) or connect to TeamSpeak: servername: Cargame.nl, port: 9987
Together we can keep the servers nice and challenging.
You are unbanned.